Note: This is not a college 101 course for first-year students. This is a 401 course for serious seniors meaning it’s difficult and is reserved for those who are schooled enough to understand or willing enough to learn.
This document includes a brief, but important summary on how to build campfires and fires in a fireplace. I suggest you read it all, even if you only know how to flip a switch to light your fireplace with natural gas. I won’t explain how to relight your gas fireplace’s pilot light when it goes out, except to say it requires three and a half hours and a lot of grunts, groans, and cursing as you try to remove a lower covering and then try to get a flame, 14 inches into the bowels of the fireplace, past tubes, wires, and other intentional obstacles placed there by a few engineers in design who like to get a laugh at the users’ expensive.
More importantly, read this entire document because it includes critical concepts on how not to burn yourself or others, especially spouses, children, siblings, and other family members, as well as structures, literally and more importantly, figuratively. Hopefully, you will avoid figuratively burning anyone for any reason, or literally, for that matter. Please note that a figurative burn hurts way more than a literal burn and the figurative burn burns for a much longer time.
A Few Fire Building Concepts
For about six years I was a Boy Scout and earned the Eagle Scout rank with thirty-six merit badges. Those are my credentials for writing about fire building. There is not a scout merit badge or an award for building campfires, but it is a requirement for the second-class scout award: “Use the tools listed in requirement 2c (i.e. knife, saw, and ax) to prepare tinder, kindling, and fuel for a cooking fire. 2e, Demonstrate how to light a fire and a lightweight cooking stove.” (see Boy Scouts of America handbook). Notice that most Boy Scout fires are supposed to be “cooking” fires, while in fact, they make up a small minority of Boy Scout fires.
My only credentials for writing anything about marriage and family are that I’ve been married to my best friend for thirty-three years, we together have raised one amazing daughter and three amazing sons all of whom married equally amazing wives/husband, we have thirteen (almost fourteen) extremely cute grandchildren as of June 2012, and finally, I’ve made 46.7 million mistakes in the home, but I have learned from 988 of those mistakes. And I asked forgiveness for the rest.
Boy scouts get lots of practice building fires at scout camp and at monthly campouts. Most of the fires are completely unsupervised by adult leaders (but occasionally the adults participate and even adds their experience and expertise), are totally inappropriate because gasoline was never meant to help boy scouts start campfires, and are extremely dangerous. Boy scouts, and all males generally, should never ever ever be allowed to use gasoline under any circumstances, except for refueling a gasoline-powered vehicle even when properly licensed by the state, and even that maybe should be supervised by a woman. Remember, the memorized scout law says, “A scout is trustworthy, loyal, helpful, friendly, courteous, kind, obedient, cheerful, thrifty, brave, clean, and reverent” (see memory of William E. Ross III or the Boy Scout handbook). Notice, the scout law does not specify that a scout (and men in general) is necessarily “safe.” That is why automobile insurance companies charge considerably more for young, male drivers – under age twenty-five they get a double-whammy premium for being young and male! A friend of mine who is an emergency room medical doctor said that 95 percent of the ER visits are the result of three chemicals: alcohol, gasoline, and testosterone. Kind of interesting, huh?
And, by the way, you never ever ever tell your mom about all dangerous, unauthorized scout activities, most of which include dizzying heights and/or (mostly and) gasoline-based fires, until after you are no longer a boy scout. Otherwise, your mom would never let you go on another scout campout. “What happens at scout camp, stays at scout camp!” (See scout handbook – actually, it’s not there, but it should be).
Now, just a little helpful advice before we start building fires.
In the outdoors, lighter fluid helps start a blaze much quicker than just paper, and gasoline is even better. Never use these “igniters” indoors, as a scout or as an adult male! Gasoline is simply never safe for indoor fireplaces under any circumstances. You may not only burn yourself, but you can also burn the entire structure down. I came close to burning down our cabin by using gasoline in the fireplace as an adult male which is why my wife made me switch to lighter fluid, and then, after still nearly sending the cabin up in flames, she rightly insisted that I switch to paper only, which is what the scout handbook recommends anyway, or tender. I tried to explain to TerriLu that I knew what I was doing because I had been a Boy Scout for six years and I earned the Eagle Scout award with thirty-six merit badges, but she overruled me anyway. Sheesh, I didn’t end up burning it down completely.
As young boy scouts, one of our favorite gasoline-campfire activities was to first build a small campfire using any method described soon in this article. Once the flames were well established, we would drop an eight-ounce Styrofoam cup filled with gasoline directly onto the fire. I say “drop” because you learn very quickly not to “pour” gasoline onto the existing fire because the gas is so flammable that the fire instantly climbs up the stream of gas pouring out of the cup and thus to the hand that is holding said cup.
While the “pouring” gas was funnier for the onlookers to observe, it was actually a bit more exciting to just “drop” the cup of gasoline from about six feet (with my “vertically-challenged status, six feet was all the higher I could reach) above the fire because, if you recall your science studies from high school, a dropped object increases in speed as it falls due to the pull of gravity, and the higher the height from which you drop the cup of gas, the greater the amount of time you have to get away from the imminent explosion.
Height is very important because dropping the cup of gas from six feet gives you approximately .357 seconds (a little over a third of a second and yes, almost as deadly as a .357 Magnum handgun in the wrong hands) to run for your life, literally, before the cup of gas hits the fire. As you are about to learn, this particular fire game may have led to the saying, “When the ‘poop’ hits the fan” because when the cup of gas hits the fire, the gas splashes out and the resulting fire ball/mushroom cloud can reach as high as fifteen feet and is usually about three feet in diameter at the base.
Now, just a few pointed points at this point (pun intended). Six feet is the minimum drop height because you really need more than the .357-second time to flee the explosion, but the six-foot height is close enough for unofficial scouting experiments, if you can run fast. If you can’t run fast, then the other scouts who are observing and waiting for their turn, will simply enjoy your plight and your burning clothes.
Using a ladder or standing on another scout’s shoulders or building a pyramid out of the entire scout troop in order to drop the cup of gas from a higher height may sound like a good way to increase the drop height, but it really just complicates things. That is, with a ladder or on the shoulders or in pyramid, no one can get away fast enough so you will all get burned more than when one scout simply drops the cup from six feet. Also, while the increased height increases the size and height of the explosion, it means someone could get more seriously burned than when dropping the cup from six feet and there’s a good chance you will. But that’s a chance most scouts are willing to take, at least once, maybe as a rite of passage.
Having said that, if the campsite has a handy sandy beach (the rhyme is intended) with minimal trees nearby here’s a great way to get the bigger explosion without the risk of burning down a forest. (By the way, starting a forest fire is not a legal activity, scouting or otherwise). Rather than dropping the cup of gas from above the fire, you can carefully practice “tossing” the cup into the fire from a distance of five feet. I say “practice” because the idea is to toss the cup so it pretty much remains in a vertical position throughout its flight, thus allowing the cup to hold most of the gas until the point of impact. Also, if tossed properly, tossing the cup allows you to get the cup up above the standard six-foot-drop height, thus producing a larger fire ball/mushroom cloud. It may take a lot of practice and a lot of gasoline and some singed hair and clothing, but when you get it just right, it’s simply splendid.
A simple, obvious alternative method that produces a bigger explosion is to use a twelve-ounce cup of gasoline instead of the standard eight-ounce cup. Even from the six-foot-height drop, the fire ball/mushroom cloud can reach twenty feet high! Getting away is critical. I suggest you first practice with the eight-ounce cup until you know how fast you can scramble with gasoline on your fingers.
Remember, never ever ever use gasoline with campfires, outdoors or indoors!
The reason for “tossing” gasoline cups only on a sandy or rocky beach is important. If the cup does not stay vertical and some or all of the gasoline spills, the fire pretty much goes horizontal instead of vertical so you need at least that five-foot distance from the base of the fire. Twelve-ounce gasoline cup tossing is highly discouraged to the unskilled, unpracticed scout. However, when you toss twelve-ounce cups of gas, may I suggest that you stand seven feet from the fire pit.
I should but won’t discuss how boy scouts typically extinguish fires prior to leaving camp. It involves water, sort of, but the fluid has passed first through the kidneys and bladder and the urethra and the… Well, you get the picture.
Building Outdoor and Indoor Fires
So let’s learn a little something about actually building outdoor campfires and fires in old-fashioned fireplaces since that’s where we supposedly started.
There are 47 specific ways to build a proper fire, but I’ll limit this dialogue to only three: the Lean-To, the Tee-Pee, and my personal favorite, the Log-Cabin. The Lean-To takes nine minutes to build and get the fire to a roaring inferno. The Tee-Pee takes fourteen minutes to accomplish the same. The Log-Cabin model requires twenty-six minutes with most of the time used for the construction process.
Lean-To Method: The Lean-To is quite simple. Place a large log in the fire pit or in the fireplace. Put an ample amount of crunched-up paper alongside the log. Four or five pieces or standard 8.5×11-inch paper should do nicely. Two crumpled newspaper pages will also suffice and older newspaper that is dried out a bit burns faster than fresh newspaper. Next, lean ten dry kindling sticks against the big log with the paper under the sticks. Now, simply light the paper, preferable at both ends of the Lean-To. As the sticks start to burn, coax the fire along by blowing gently on the sticks. They are not candlesticks so don’t blow them out. As the fire burns, lean some larger dry sticks against the log and after a few minutes lean larger and larger sticks against the big log, and presto you have a fire without using PrestoLogs.
Tee-Pee Method: The Tee-Pee essentially looks like a Native American Tee-Pee or cone-shaped tent and requires a bit more skill and time than the Lean-To because you have to lean the kindling sticks against each other which can be a little tricky. It definitely requires two or three hands. You use the same ten dry, kindling sticks that are used in with the Lean-To, unless you already burned them with the Lean-To. In that case, just find ten new dry sticks. You must use one hand to hold the sticks in place while the other hand places the sticks against each other, leaning them to the center point where the first hand is holding everything together. Start by placing one or two crumpled papers on the ground or in the fireplace. Then lean one stick up and over the paper or kindling. As you hold the stick in place with the first hand, lean another stick in from the opposite side and then another and another until you have a nice Tee-Pee in a circle around the paper. Now you should be able to let go with the first hand. Light the paper and then add progressively larger sticks until you have a miniature bonfire. Scouts enjoy building real bonfires with big logs and lots of gasoline.
Log-Cabin Method: The Log-Cabin is just what it sounds like – a log cabin, in miniature, quite similar to a “Lincoln Log” cabin. (I think they still sell Lincoln Log sets and the “Lincoln” refers to President Abraham Lincoln who famously grew up in a simple log cabin in Illinois). Start again with two wads of paper. The log cabin is going to be built around the paper wads. Lay two ten-inch long sticks, parallel to each other on the two long sides of the paper. Lay two five-inch long sticks parallel to each other, but perpendicular to the ten-inch logs, on top of the two longer sticks. (Are you following this description? If not, just think of building a Lincoln-log cabin without the windows and the doors). Keep alternating the long and short parallel sticks until the walls are just above the wads of paper. Now light the paper on fire and then quickly lay some sticks on top of the walls to serve as a roof which actually burns before the walls. As the cabin burns down, add thicker sticks and finally real logs. Don’t be bothered that the log cabin does not maintain its shape for very long. It’s supposed to burn and the larger logs cover it anyway.
One final note: A little lighter fluid will insure that any of the three described fire-building methods will work every time. Gasoline provides additional insurance.
So you may ask, how does fire building tie into marriage?
When TerriLu and I got married, I discovered, to my horror, that TerriLu didn’t know any of the 47 licensed ways to build a fire. The TerriLu Method was atrocious. She would wad up five to ten pieces of newspaper and then throw them into the fireplace. Then she would toss a couple of medium-sized logs on, followed by two big logs. She would then light the paper in a couple of places and that was it. Total prep time: Two minutes. Within three minutes she had a blazing fire in the fireplace. Total elapsed time: Five minutes.
Appalling, isn’t it? As already explained, even the Lean-To requires nine minutes to build and get the fire going. Carelessly throwing crumpled paper and a few logs in the fireplace is no way to build a fire.
I tried to convince TerriLu that there were 47 certified ways to assemble and create a proper fire and her way wasn’t one of them. She suggested that now there were 48 ways. I explained that her way wasn’t even right. She explained that her way was actually more efficient because it only took five minutes from the time you toss the paper in until you have a roaring inferno. I countered that it wasn’t a nice way to build a fire. Well, things pretty much went downhill from there.
When TerriLu and I got married thirty-three years ago, I thought my role as the husband was to always be right and to help my bride to be more right too by always helping her to do things my way. Right out of the shoot, let me say that that is not a good strategy or approach to marriage. Please understand, I wasn’t trying to be mean—I just didn’t know any better. I was actually trying to help.
Why was my way always the right way? Well, I was an Eagle Scout as previously mentioned, I had more college credits, and I had a note from my mom that said was special. With all that accreditation I felt I was close to walking on water.
Growing up in my home, I was taught to fold bath towel in thirds so that the rough side edges didn’t show before hanging them on the towel rack. TerriLu learned to fold them in half and then hang them on the rack. I learned to vacuum the carpet in perfect rows so the wheels made nice and even tracks in sort of a “V” shape. TerriLu to vacuum pretty much the same way, but did not make the rows and Vs as perfect as required by some law somewhere. My mom showed me exactly where every item belonged in the refrigerator. TerriLu kind of put things wherever. Shirts are hung in the closet with the front side facing to the left. TerriLu wrong hung hers to the right (she still hangs her shirts to the right, but now I know it’s not wrong, merely different). Experimentally, not scientifically, I also determined that pants are hung as follows: The cuffs or bottom of the legs go “through” the hanger first from the correct side so that the waist portion hangs to the left. And most important is the toilet paper. It always must hang over the top, not underneath.
In the early years of our marriage, I tried desperately to educate TerriLu on all of these important marital issues plus many more things that I probably just made up. For years I felt superior to my wife in several areas. Today, I realize that I am at best a little better in only a few areas, like I can open the pickle jar when she can’t (I may be a little stronger), I earned more Boy Scout merit badges than she did (she wasn’t able to be Boy Scout in order to earn any merit badges), and I can drive a stick shift better than she can (actually, she can – she just prefers an automatic). And of course, my “superior” accomplishments have nothing at all to do with anything of importance and certainly not the things of eternity. In all the important things, I’m trying to keep up with TerriLu.
But I digress. Back to the now trivial toilet paper issue…
TerriLu constantly put the toilet paper on the roller upside down, with the paper rolling underneath instead of correctly over the top. TerriLu would open the wrapper and just carelessly put the roll on the roller. Then she’d pull at the paper and however it came out of the roll—over or under—that’s how she left it.
I grew up in a home where we learned to put the toilet paper roll on properly—always over the top, never underneath. I think we had family training on it. I knew my way had to be right because ergonomically it is easier on the wrist to unroll the paper going down rather than up. I believe I’ve read that unrolling the paper the wrong way is one of the leading causes of carpel-tunnel syndrome. Also, when I lived in South Africa we had maids, and I noticed the maids always put the roll on with the paper coming over the top. Finally, just look at all hotels—always over the top. The nice hotels even fold the corners up so it makes an arrow showing that it is supposed to go over the top correctly—clearly pointing the direction of the Bill Ross method. Statistically, TerriLu should have put the toilet paper roll upside down only half the time but I was sure she was purposely doing it the wrong way to bug me because she seemed to put it upside down the majority of the time.
I tried telling TerriLu that over the top was the right way, but she said either way was just fine. I told it was easier to roll down than up but she said she was equally skilled, up or down. I warned her about carpel-tunnel and she said there’s always surgery. I told her that the maids in South Africa couldn’t all be wrong, and she said they could be. I asked her to explain about the hotels and she said she didn’t have to. I even threatened to tell my mom on her and she said to go ahead. Actually, I didn’t expect her to call my bluff on that one. I tried to tell TerriLu that she shouldn’t leave something so vitally important to happenstance and she said she’d take her chances. And when I did mention this to my mom, she totally was on my side. I think Mom’s exact words were, “So what’s your problem, Bill?”
Try as I might, I could not make her put the toilet paper on the roller my way—she just continued with her hit-and-miss method. Since TerriLu wouldn’t do it my way, I did the only responsible and emotionally mature thing left to do – I gave her the silent treatment. Whenever she asked what was wrong, I gave the standard silent-treatment response: “Nothing. There’s nothing wrong.” And she was supposed to then read my mind to know that last Tuesday, four days ago she got the roll on the wrong way.
And here you can see one more of her significant deficiencies: she couldn’t read my mind.
Well, this went on for years. Yes, I’m ashamed to say, years. I never thought to just ask her nicely to do it my way as a favor to me—she probably would have been happy to do it my way, especially if it would amount to at least thirty-seven fewer days of the silent treatment every year. Eventually, I just gave up trying to make her do it my way. It was too much work trying to change her and too much energy to give the silent treatment properly. It was just easier to turn the roll over myself.
In TerriLu’s defense, she does actually know that it’s easier to roll upwards rather than downward. That’s especially important and better with small children who love to spin the toilet paper until it’s all in a heap on the floor. This was a trick she learned while getting her Early Childhood Education degree.
I felt that I had very minor weaknesses, while TerriLu had some serious character flaws. Mine were just little things, like I sulked, felt sorry for myself, gave the silent treatment, and didn’t listen very well. Almost trivial indiscretions, especially when compared with TerriLu’s far more egregious faults. Like, she didn’t arrange items in the refrigerator the way I liked them, she didn’t hang shirts in the closet facing to the left, she didn’t fold bath towels the right way, she didn’t vacuum the carpet properly, she didn’t make fires using one of the 47 established methods, and worst of all, was the toilet paper coming out under the roll.
After some tough years, I had a life-altering change in attitude. An epiphany. Inspiration—perhaps even revelation. I gained two new perspectives that I think are great keys to happiness and harmony in the home, especially in a marriage.
First, I realized that my way was not the right way – it was just my way; and her way wasn’t the wrong way – it was just her way. It’s not a question of right or wrong – just different. And that applies to just about every other difference of opinion in marriage – they are just differences, not right or wrong.
I found that when I began to see things as just differences, I began to accept those differences. Then I learned to appreciate the differences. And now I cherish the differences. What a boring world it would be if we were all the same.
The second bit of inspiration that came to me was what a sad day it would be if TerriLu were taken and I were left all alone…to be master of the toilet paper roll, making sure it went on correctly the first time, every time. I’d rather have her right here with me.
So today with new perspective, when I find a new roll upside down, I just smile to myself, and I’m grateful for this simple reminder that TerriLu is still part of my life. It reminds me that I love her and I’m so glad she’s still here with me…and then I turn the roll over – because it’s still the right way. But I smile about it because I’m truly happy for the reminder.
Oh, I have to finish up using the fire-building analogy I was using…
So, like the toilet paper under the roll, I realized that while her fire-building method was not on the list of 47 accredited ways to build a fire, it was not wrong – it was just different. In fact, because of its overall efficiency (five minutes total from start to finish) I would argue that there are now 48 accredited ways to build a fire. And unlike flipping the toilet paper roll over, I never reached into the fire while it was burning to restructure it as a Lean-To, a Tee-Pee, or a Log-Cabin, for obvious reasons.
In your marriage, stop picking at the nits. Let ‘em go. They really, truly do not matter. Even the nits don’t like to be picked at, and neither does your spouse and neither do the other family members.
So, as Dieter F. Uchtdorf succinctly said in a two-word sermon, “Stop it!”
(Ensign magazine, May 2012, “The Merciful Obtain Mercy”, Dieter F. Uchtdorf, or at lds.org).